
HOMEWARD BOUND
Chapter 8
The Village of Women
| We set off before dawn, not trusting
Karelia with her watch. I rode behind the two, and the rhythm of the horse combined with lack of sleep sent me in the blackest of moods. I watched the forms of Karelia and Gudrun ahead of me, their bodies moving easily with their horses. Young, supple, beautiful. They had saved my life, and were the closest things to friends I had had since. well in a long while. Why, then, was the desire to kill so strong? Why did I see myself, thrusting my blade into Gudrun's trusting back, and hearing her shocked cry of betrayal and pain? Why did the thought of Karelia's angry face as she tured to avenge her friend, thrill me so? And what then? Would I flick my blade into her belly and watch her die a horrible undignified death as she scrabbled with her entrails? Or would I await death at her demented hand? Gudrun had nobility, but Karelia had beauty. I admired both of them, and they, for some reason, admired and loved me. I didn't deserve them as companions. Not after the things I had done. That was why I fantasised about their death. "Hold!" Gudrun held up her hand suddenly, interrupting my line of thought. "Listen!" I brought my horse to a halt. Far away I could hear the screams of dying men and the clash of swords. I was alert to the realities of war again, my destructive fantasies forgotten for the time being at least. We advanced cautiously towards the sounds of death ahead of us, weapons at the ready. The battle was old, and the battlefield was strewn with bodies. From what we could see a band of marauders were trying to attack a village that stood some distance away on a hillside, but it seemed that the men of that village had put up a fiercer resistance than they had bargained for. Only a handful now remained, but even as we watched, that last few remaining defenders were being cut down. Gudrun, her face flushed, notched an arrow and fired, and one of the invaders died, her arrow in his back. Thus, once more, we were dragged into a meaningless, dishonourable slaughter. I almost rebelled, for we did not know what we were attacking and why, but I could not forgo the opportunity to indulge in what I had been trained for. The invaders, though on the brink of a hard fought victory, were tired and surprised by our onslaught. For them it was the last straw. Not knowing who was attacking them or why, their spirit broke suddenly, and those who could escape, ran like rabbits for the woods. The others died as their blood wetted our swords. Around us the stink of death was strong, and the groans of the dying tore the air. There must have been around a hundred men, either dead or badly wounded. We picked our way slowly through the bodies, and I found myself staring down at one of them. His eyes seemed to stare back at me defiantly, dead though they were, and I felt a thrill in the pit of my stomach as I studied a face whose courage had plainly held, even in the face of death. My gaze roved over his finely muscled body, and I knew that he would have been my match in life. I would gladly have yielded to his onslaught, opening my thighs and exposing myself to his mercy, gasping as he thrust his weapon into me. Now his penis flopped limply, like a dead swan, and I felt the desire to caress it back into life, to feel the firmness of its neck once more. I shook myself and sought out Karelia and Gudrun, who had moved on, unmoved by half-naked male corpses that littered the battlefield. I sneered inwardly. Disdain for men was the Amazon ideal. Did they really think the Amazons had anything to offer? Did they believe that these pathetic women who shunned men could teach them anything? Most of them had never even seen a man until they went into battle, and by then it was often too late. Amazons practiced for war against each other, and so where totally unprepared for the nature of the enemy when they met him. It didn't matter how ferocious you had been in camp, when faced with the sheer power of the fully armoured charging male, they simply didn't know how to deal with him. No, when faced with a man like my dead warrior, you have to know your enemy, or he will simply crush you. I wondered idly if Karelia and Gudrun would have stood a chance against such men if we had arrived earlier? Of course they had both known men, yet they seemed to want to forget by seeking out the Amazons. Well, they would meet them sooner or later. In the meantime we headed for the village. A good hearty meal and a wamr bed seemed very inviting. As we approached it, we could hear the sound of weeping - the sound of grievng defenceless women.. It had been a while since I'd heard that. I burst into the first hut we came to, and in the gloom I could see three figures huddled fearfully in the corner, a woman, it seemed, and her daughters. Even as they cowered, the expression of the older woman changed. Incredibly, she ceased to be fearful and became reproachful. "Why do you, a woman, bear arms?" she said disdainfuly. "That is the birthright of men, not women!" I would have answered, but suddenly the air was rent by a scream. I left the hut, sword drawn, to investigate. Two peasant girls had set upon Karelia, beating at her with their fists. Their soft voluptuous forms, clad only in short split peasant shifts, quivered with their exertion, unaccustomed to such aggressive action. Karelia was fending them off with her shield, and I couldn't help smiling as I walked over to restrain them. They would have shown her more respect if they'd seen her in action - but then it appeared that the women in this village had an odd idea of respect. Then it happened. Karelia was in no real danger, and there was no need for it, but with horror I saw her draw her sword and, in a single movement, thrust it into the belly of her nearest attacker. The girl yelped, and then fell to the ground, groaning and clutching her wound, as Karelia, her face contorted in an evil snarl, twsited her sword, forcing an agonised cry from the girl before withdrawing it. "Karelia!" I screamed, breaking into a run, horrified at her action. "What do you think you're doing!" I stood in front of her, beside myself with anger. "Are you such a coward that you have top slaughter an unarmed woman? At first Karelia didn't react, then she looked up at me, and as my eyes met hers I shuddered. This wasn't the brave warrior I had known. The strange dead fire I had seen earlier, shone in her eyes. Slowly, I became aware that a crowd had gathered. There were some old men and children, but they were mainly women. Two of them knelt down to tend to the injured girl, and one of them, who I recognised to be the mother in the hut, came forward. "This is what happens, when a woman learns to use weapons," she sneered. "A man would never have done this!" She was right, for a man has a deep instinct to protect women. Once vanquished, he will enslave them, but he will guard them as his property, even though he will use them to gratify his lusts, rather than kill. A woman has no such scruples, and although I have seen men take pleasure in killing women for his pleasure pleasure, the cruelty inflicted on women by other women knows no bounds. I had seen the Amazons use unimaginable cruelty on their female victims. I had seen what they did to my mother - she who had amdired them and named me after one of their Queens. her. But then they were Amazons. With Karelia, it was different again, for she was not needlessly cruel. Not unless her soul was rottnig within her, which was exactly what was happening. "So what were you going to do?" I answered her, eyeing Karelia warily, "Wait for the invaders to return to rape and abuse you?" "Our men would have defended us!" "Your men are dead!" I shouted, turning towards her. "They gave their lives defending your useless hides, while you cowered in your huts!" The woman gasped. "It cannot be true!" Her face was horror stricken. "It is true," said Gudrun, stepping forward. "They fought well, but it was not enough. We drove the remaining marauders away." At that, she began a high pitched wailing, and started beating her breasts, several of the other women joining in. "Go!" she shouted at us through her tears. "Take what you need and leave us!" We went to the storehouse, and helped ourselves to the provisions we needed, but as we were making final preparations to leave, three of the women approached us. Their leader, a tall redhead, came forward. "Not all of us believe as Alhambra and the others do," she said, "and we want to thank you for driving away the invaders, but there is something we want to ask." We three looked at each other, and listened. "Our men are dead and we are defenceless. As you say the marauders will return, and some of us are tired of living in fear. Would you help us learn how to defend ourselves when they return?" Karelia laughed out loud. "Fools!" she shouted, flecks of spittle flying from her mouth. "They would cut you to pieces!" I stared at her, horrified. She was right, these girls could not possibly learn how to defend themselves before the invaders returned, but they deserved a chance at least. The redhead took a step back, and glanced at her comrades for reassurance. "Best that you lie willingly with them when they demand you," sneered Karelia. "Enough!" I stepped in front of Karelia, glaring at her, facing those dead eyes. She backed away, her expression showing cruel disdain. I turned back to the redhead. "If you want us to help you, you must understand that Karelia is right. Many of you will die who need not have done." The redhead looked at her comrades, then turned back to me. "Better death than perpetual salvery and humiliation," she said. I turned to Gudrun and she nodded, then to Karelia who glared back at me, but she shrugged and nodded too. I turned back to the redhead. "What is your name?" I said. The girl was momentarily taken aback by my address, then she collected herself. "My name is Xanthe," she said, a new confidence rising in her., "and this." she turned to the diminutive brunette on her right, "is Alethaea." Alethea bowed. "This," she turned to the other girl, brunette too, but with a heavier build, "is Clonie." Clonie, too bowed, and I acknowledged them. "Gudrun from Germania, and Karelia from Britannia," I said indicating my comrades. "and I am Antiope of Scythia. How many feel as you do, Xanthe?" "There are at least twenty of us, but I haven't asked everyone in the village." she shruuged. "say thirty to forty." "I will not count on more than twenty," I said. "Many will drop out when they realise what this means to them." I apprasied Xanthe a I spoke. She was tall and well-muscled, but her eyes remained innocent. She had not seen death, and I knew that before long, those eyes of hers would lose that innocnce and her face would harden. For an instant I pictured her screaming, in agony, a spear thrust through her belly. For that instant a secret, sick smile played on my lips. I hated myself for that. She needed our help, and had done us no harm, yet I knew that in agreeing to help them, I was probably sealing their death warrants, and that thought yielded a dark pleasure. "You and your girls have one task to perform first." "What is it, er.. mistress... captain? We are prepared to do anything." "The day is old and we all need our rest, but tomorrow you must bury your dead. Make sure you retrieve as many weapons as you can, as well as whatever armour they and the enemy have. You will need both. We will meet you, and whoever is willing to join you, in the centre of the village at sundown tomorrow, and then we will begin your training." Xanthe nodded, and the three girls turned to leave. "A moment!" They turned back. "You will be lucky to survive any attack, even with our training. Are you quite sure this is what you want?" "YES!" they said in fierce unison and without hesitation. "Then I salute you, warriors!" Their faces lit up at my words and they left, heads held high. Will continue in chapter 9... |